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Playing Cards and Patience

If I attempted to fill today’s post with my usual Sunday post of what I have been playing then it would be a fairly blank post. the holiday season can do that to a gamer.

What I have been able to play recently, although, is some Yugioh. I’ve been attending more and more tournaments as of late and it’s been reminding me why these games are great, and I’m not taking about the collecting.

If you’ve watched Pokémon, Yugioh or any of the shows tied to these products, you’ve no doubt seen the messages that they try to impress on the kids. And not just the “buy more shit” but the “believe in yourself” and “friendship matters” shit. And I hate to say it but it’s true. These games really do help bring out more than just pocket money.

I’ve known I’ve had a patience issue for a while but I’ve been very impatient with trying to fix it. And let’s face it. While we teach that patience is a virtue, we’re living in an age where waiting is an inconvenice. Slow internet? Holy shit, what a crime. Commercials? I deserve to skip these. Hell, most people don’t even wait for the tv broadcast, they download the show. But this is an issue aside from what I’m talking about.

Playing Yugioh has reminded me about the power of patience. Hasty playing leads to lost games. Taking time to think out what I’m doing is important. A small lesson from a hobby, to be sure, but a helpful one. Focus also comes into play, and really it’s a good all around aid. Now let’s see if I can get around to winning some tournaments.

Because I’m a Bad Person

I finished Fallout 3 last night. If you know my gaming tastes this should blow your mind. That’s right, I played an open ended RPG to completion. Okay, I didn’t do all of the side quests and probably won’t be buying all of the expansions but this is still a first for me. I’ve played a large number of Bethesda’s games but I’ve never completed one of them. But the reason I bought Fallout 3 and played it isn’t because I was interested in any of the gameplay or company history. In fact, why I played it sort of makes me feel guilty.

I played it because I got the feeling to play it after visiting Hiroshima.
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Home Breaker

Damn liberal hippie neo-cons.

Or something. I’ve got to find someone to blame for my troubles over the weekend and it may as well be someone who doesn’t exist so I don’t have to imagine their faces piercing me every time I think of the pain I’ve experienced.

Yeah, it was that bad.

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Heart of the Cards!

So, as of late I’ve been playing the Yugioh Original Card Game. Yeah, yeah, I know. I know. Shush.

But man, whenever I get into something, I really get into it hardcore. Then it eventually fades a bit but may linger around as something I do whenever I have the chance. This game has been my longest recent stretch of something that I’ve been this into for quite some time. Hopefully it will soon go into “hobby mode” instead of the “obsession” that I’m at right now. But it really is scratching an itch I’ve had for a long time. Basically, it’s good to be back into a card game.

Anyway, a few days back John and I went to my “local” store which is about a 30 minute drive away in Gose, the next town over. This “local” store is about one quarter Yugioh cards, one fourth video games and around fifty percent pornography. The awkwardness of going to play a card game in a pornography store was not lost on me until I saw some children looking at the video games. Just like eating in a country with questionable food vendors, if it is good enough for the parents then it is good enough for me. I mean, who’s been harmed by some naked breasts other than the entire viewership of Janet Jackson’s nip slip?

But I digest. So we get there earlier than usual and to my surprise there are actually other three people there playing. I’ve run into this before but usually only as they are packing up and going home. Not one to pass on an opportunity to play a game, I quickly ask the one guy watching the other two if he’s up for a game. He seemed a bit shocked to see my white self spurt out some Japanese but he agreed to sit down to a game.

The awkward stage of “Wait, he can really speak Japanese? I thought he just knew a few words!” was entered once I start playing cards that are all in Japanese as opposed to English. A few turns later when my opponent laid down a few English cards I couldn’t help but laugh and point out the situation. I got a laugh in return that I can only assume was pity for my poor observational joke. The game went on for quite some time with my opponent saying simple things in English such as numbers, but everything else was full on Japanese, which I responded to in Japanese. Weird? Maybe, but I can only assume it was meant to be friendly. I mean I’m making my best effort to speak his language so him throwing back some English my way isn’t anything to find insulting in my book. The game continue on for quite some time and I eventually won.

So as dude is leaving he says “Present” in English and hands over a card. It’s an English card, and it’s a piece of poo as far as I can tell. But if I’ve learned anything from the hilarious terribad television show used to market the game, putting this card in my deck will help me some day when I need it the most. Because I’ve made a friend through the game and this is reflected through the happiness of the world or some such.

As touching as that may be, I think I’ll pass.

Happy Birthday, Dreamcast! (Plus, my DC top 8!)

It's Sleeping

In honor of the Dreamcast I will write about it today. Today being one day past the tenth anniversary but that is the kind of respect Sega deserves.1

Man, I remember the day the Dreamcast came out clearly. And it has already been ten years ago, wow. I sat heavy with anticipation all day during school. Hardly being able to pay attention during class my mind drifted into the wonders that I would soon be experiencing. The final bell of the day rang. I was lucky2 to be at the same school my father taught at. I ran down to the car and my father drove me up to the mall. I dashed to Electronics Boutique, paid for my copy of Final Fantasy 8 and ran back to the car.

Hey, I had no idea the Dreamcast was released, but hell if I don’t remember that day!
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  1. I kid, I kid. Or do I? []
  2. In some ways. []

Education and You. And Me. And Irene while we’re at it.

Give yourself a cookie if you have any idea what is going on in the title of this post.

So have you heard? Obama is giving some speeches to the kiddies in the States. Parents are pulling their kids because they don’t want their kids to be indoctrinated with socialism. Mind you this is all going to be happening at public schools so the irony tastes like taco day. I wonder if any of the pulled kids qualify for free lunch.

Anyway, I have no reason to rant on politics. It’s a dead discussion as far as I’m concerned. That’s not to say there is no valid in discussing politics, but really, are people changing their minds that much? I was walking in Osaka the other day and they had big rallies for getting people to vote. Now mind you that they want you to vote but of course only for the person they support. Vote for anyone else and you may as well not vote at all, right? I just see the whole shebang going on and I have to wonder, who is persuaded beyond what beliefs they made on their own or got from their childhood1? Is shouting out hard to understand words while waving cardboard cutouts of the person you want elected really changing that many minds is something I wondered. I mean, it’s great to have a cause, more power to you. I just question the efficiency. Those cardboard cutouts can’t be cheap.

That was a tangent.

Moving on, the inspiration this posted above aside there is the fact that I have been actually part of an education system for two years where I am on the other side of the classroom. Looking on Facebook and seeing people who have left this job and going back to the sitting and listening portion scares the ever living fuck out of me. Dudes with several degrees talking about going for another makes my blood run cold. Jesus fuck, is this where we have gotten in the world that we have to keep going again and again through the damn educational system just to get by in life? Wasn’t going to college about getting ahead2? With the way things are going it just frightens me.

Well, and I say this with no harshness to those of you going back to the educational system, it seems going back could be a safety mechanism for some. Sure, we go on about how much we hate school, but let’s face it. Up until at least eighteen years of age in the States3 you’re at school. Then you go to college. Why not keep going to keep sticking to the familiar? This is why I can’t let myself go back unless it is the only option for me. Even then I don’t know. After two years of studying Japanese much more vigorously on my own time I really have learned that the educational system only can carry you so far. It is our reliance on the ease of paperwork claiming to prove something rather than the time it takes to really determine if someone has the skills without the paperwork.

It’s frightening. Completely scary and makes the future seem bleaker than it really should. But the worst part about these educational systems that we are forcing ourselves through again and again post secondary education is that, at least for me, it has killed curiosity. The most powerful tool for learning has been stripped away from me and battered until I cannot recognize it anymore. Granted, it is my own fault for allowing this to happen but we never really know what we can lose until it is gone. I can only hope that I can learn how to restore what is once lost.

The only thing I know is no school is going to teach me how.

  1. Be it from their parents or rebelling. []
  2. Or some head. []
  3. Barring some extremes, mind you. []

It’s Another Countdown!

DOOT DOOT DOOT DOO! DOOT DOOT DOOT DOOT DOO!

So Square Enix is dangling their moist berries in front of us proclaiming NEW GAME at this site. If you turn your volume up really high and wait a bit you can almost hear some sort of music. It’s sort of old schooly and gives me proverbial popped boners.

I bet it’s a remake.

A lot of buzz is flying around as to what it is, mostly due to that 4 in the corner. Now it does say new game and in rather capital letters to boot. A lot of people are thinking SaGa 4 or Romancing SaGa 4 but as we’ve had two new SaGa “series” since Romancing SaGa this kind messes that idea up.1 I’m personally hedging on some sort of new IP. At worst I think we’ll get a side game to a series. There has recently been a trademark for 光の4戦士 (Hikari no 4 Senshi) Four Warriors of Light. If you’re thinking something related to the original Final Fantasy you’re thinking like me.2

We’re under just about 10 days remaining at the time of my writing. I’m not going to be foolish enough to say “THIS IS GOING TO BE THE SQUARE ENIX GAME THAT BRINGS ALL THE HATERS BACK!” but I will admit that I am excited and my calendar is marked to check this site agin when the timer is about to run out.

  1. Although there was that Romancing SaGa 1 remake… So… []
  2. Might want to get that checked out. []

Another Day, Another Method

To say I have a bit of a gaming backlog is an understatement. To say I have a huge one is barely scratching the surface. I know gaming is just a hobby but I still felt like I needed some little push to get me in order in the games I play. What with today’s social networking and letting everyone know every little thing you are doing, a site has popped up in the past whenever that lets you get a bit of a handle on your massive unplayed gaming collection.

The spirit of The Backloggery is summarized in their tag line “You have the games. Play them.” Since a few of my friends had been using it they had been bugging me to join as they knew my unplayed game situation was much more dire. I dreaded entering all my game data into yet another place after having recently switched to Gamepedia, which I still happily use. But after a friend offered to input them for me, I had no excuse. Now I use both Gamepedia and Backloggery as I definitely prefer having something stored on my computer1 but Backloggery gives me a bit of connection to the outerworld and motivation from other gamers. It is definitely the little things that help.

That’s not to say Backloggery is not without its faults. It has a beautiful skeleton with a lumpy, unpleasant body surrounding it. Getting your games in may be a quick and pleasant breeze. Changing the information of your currently playing could be a little smoother. The site’s design feels like something out of the late 90s. This isn’t bad as it does exactly what it sets out to do. I just expect a little more out of sites today. I hate to say it but it feels like they could take a page or two from how Facebook runs things. After that I think a real community could build and the motivation would really flow.

That said, there is nothing wrong with using the site now as it is. That little bit of extra organization and motivation has helped me so far in the past few weeks and I plan on using it for the foreseeable future.

  1. And the iPhone syncing is also excellent with Gamepedia. []

Substitute Gaming

Sitting on an uncomfortable wooden bench waiting for other people to finish eating before I could order my own food I pulled out my DS. Eriko gave me a look as if to say “Really? Now?” and I responded with an odd contortion of my face in an attempt to be cute. Mission failed. She sighed and received a peck on the cheek before my attention went back to the electronic device in my hand. I had progress to make in a game, dammit! If I felt this site was important enough, I could try to pass it off as work.

As someone who bemusedly refers to himself as a gamer I tend to look for any opportunity to play. It is not that I need to but rather that I want to. I realize life is short enough as is to not spend all my time at home gaming. On that same token I also have to realize that if I want to actually play all the games I intend to, I will have to spend a few minutes playing a game instead of sitting in silence. And hey, she wasn’t saying anything either.

As a moderately satisfied but ultimately annoyed owner of the iPhone, I have been trying to get a grasp on the gaming scene of the device.

Many of the games that I have played feel like flash games gone awry. A large bulk are of the traditional puzzle solving types or score attack based time wasters. I feel bad attributing the term waster to the games, but a lot of the games do have weird skill curves and seem, at least to me, designed to be played in bursts until the player doesn’t feel like ever touching the game again. Some may become addicted longer that others but none really have given me the “sink my teeth into” feeling that I tend to want out of my games. These are meant to be hit and then subsequently quit upon. Like most Flash games.

Now, the beauty of a Flash game is that I’m usually not expecting it. Someone sends me a link or I stumble upon it myself. The experience tends to be short. I play it until it finishes or I am satisfied and with Flash games it tends to be the former. As the kind of gamer I am, I don’t tend to return to these one-shot games unless I run into a link again a few months later. The best games I do find myself replaying, perhaps, but I never quite get the experience that I did the first time. As someone who replays a lot of games, I really see a lot of these games as ones to be experienced but not necessarily loved. Whacking that penguin with a club toting polar bear was hilarious the first time, but there was nothing to make me go back to it again. That’s not to say it was a bad experience. Just not one that can sustain itself longer. That is something I personally tend to look for in all of my games.

I don’t believe this experience can be replicated elsewhere at this time. I’ve tried some more “fleshed out”, if you will, games on the iPhone and still haven’t found myself entirely satisfied.

While I have played a number of games, the two I have spent the most time with are Crystal Defenders and Zenonia. The first is a “Tower Defense” game from Square Enix featuring classes seen in Final Fantasy Tactics Advance. The latter is an action RPG from a South Korean company named Gamevil.

Crystal Defenders has a bit of an interesting hook to it, as I assume all games of the Tower Defense genre have. When I first expressed some complaints with the game, although, many were quick to blame it on the game being a port from the original iPod. That may cause some issues as the sprites being too small for accurate touching at times, but the majority of my issues are with the game’s intricate design. It could use a few user interface tweaks, to be sure. But it could just give me more information. How did I do compared to what would be considered a “good play”? I have my high score but am I even close to cracking the top score? How much better could I be doing? Cliched as it is a Failed/Bronze/Silver/Gold/Platinum marking would really help me keep motivated in playing this game.

Zenonia is mildly amusing but mostly frustrating. The way the directional movement handles would have to be my biggest complaint. A directional “pad” is on the screen and pressing the “buttons” allows for movement. Alas it turns into having to pick up my thumb after every movement to not go up or down when I want to go right or so on. Some have told me they have found it to “suffice given what it is” but I don’t know if I can be so lax just because the iPhone is what it is. If it wants to play with the big boys it has to satisfy like they do.

That’s some potentially awkward innuendo.

Looking up Zenonia on Wikipedia I am surprised to see that it is only available on the iPhone. I really had a feeling it would also be found on one of the whatever variations of the GamePark console that is released in Korea. I thought this would explain some of the weird UI quirks the game has along with oddities such as being able to move your character beneath your onscreen controls. Now I’m not sure what the excuse is. Don’t get me wrong, the game is enjoyable. I just wouldn’t consider placing it among the ranks of other games I have enjoyed.

Perhaps the game will come that convinces my otherwise but as of now gaming on the iPhone is a fun enough novelty that only adds a bit to my gaming experience and won’t soon be replacing any of the handhelds I carry with me.

I am, although, open to any suggestions of games to try on the iPhone to convince me otherwise.

Couples That Bust Together, Must Be Together? I Got Nothing.


On a train to Osaka, I wanted to get some gaming in so Eriko, in an attempt to not be bored, took my More Brain Training cart as usual to do a little bit of brain exercises. But when I took a glance over at her DS, rather than doing the actual training1 I saw her doing the Relaxation Mode, which is basically Dr. Mario with a stylus.2 She never really played games much as a kid, she tells me. Had a Famicom, but of course who didn’t in Japan during the ’80s.
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  1. Later she informed me she did in fact do it, haha. []
  2. And this is, in fact, awesome. []